You see, the thing is with Dean I can see him bottling it down and just kinda balling it up, if that makes sense.

For some reason I always get this image of the Demon hunter who's had a for shit life, is the silent type and just carries on with his mission. Something like AU!Buffy or Faith. Not exactly like them because their stories aren't the same, but soemthing like that.

Although to be fair faith did have the breakdown but then she kinda balled it all in and switched sides.

hm, maybe ignore me, I'm just thinking things over.