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exsequar ([personal profile] exsequar) wrote2006-02-12 03:56 am
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I'm just a little bit broken, and I don't know why. I've been melancholy and moody all day. That seems to happen a lot on Saturdays, actually. Who is melancholy on a Saturday when it snows all day? That just seems to defy the laws of nature. But here I am, mournful and lonely at 4 AM. And I have no idea why I'm awake, honestly. Today was one of those days that just disappeared without anything seeming to be accomplished. I read about half of the book I have to finish for Monday, but that's not much of a comfort because I have other things I need to do as well.

I just watched parts of the pilot of Supernatural, and it caused me to burst into tears twice. That's how fragile I am right now. It makes no sense and I have no idea where the hell it's coming from. I hate days like this, and thankfully they've gotten more rare in college, but they still exist. I hate them. They make me want to curl up in a ball and die.

[identity profile] the5thmarauder.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs you uber tightly*

Hon, I know exactly what you mean. Day's like those absolutely suck, and I can't really say anything other than it'll get better soon. In the words of Messers Fred and George Weasley;

"Keep your pecker up."

*loves all over you*
♥♥♥

[identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
*laughs* What a great quote. Thank you sweetheart *cuddles* I'm doing much better today :)

[identity profile] writing-light.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
*Hugs* I feel like this a lot. I hope today gets better for you.

[identity profile] alazysod.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I hope this day gets better soon.

[identity profile] jamesinclair.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
On the plus side, Valentines day is coming up.

:)

Yay for pink candy.

[identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Valentines day is pretty much the most depressing holiday ever. I'm so excited!

[identity profile] zeispunim.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh hun, I'm so sorry. Next time please just call and tell us how you're feeling, and we will come right over. You are far more important than sleeping, okay?

[identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks sweetie... at that point, I think sleeping was more important. Just needed that day to be over with. But I think from now on we should have brunch together every Saturday, yes? It's a much much better way to start my day.

[identity profile] zeispunim.livejournal.com 2006-02-12 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Sounds good to me. And really, just don't let it get to that point. If you were feeling stupidly aslkfdj (you know what I mean) all day, even if it's for no reason, we want to help. We're motherly like that.

[identity profile] affectations.livejournal.com 2006-02-13 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I'm not a fan of days like that either, I hope you feel better soon.