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Fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck.
Hahahahahahaha.
Um.
So it seems like when things in my life go to shit, they go to shit with a VENGEANCE. (You all remember October/November right?)
Today was sucky. I was tired, missing James, overwhelmed with work, and just sad in general. The elevator was broken when I got back to my apartment. I started crying when I got to my room. You know, that kind of day.
AND THEN MY COMPUTER DIED.
Oh yeah, life went there.
When I start it up, I get a grey screen with a flashing folder icon and a question mark. This apparently means that it is "failing to find the startup drives". Either my physical hard drive is fried (which means, bye bye everything on there. I have a lot backed up on my hard drive, but not the lab report I spent the last two days writing, fuck) or there's a software malfunction and they might be able to fix it by booting from an OS X disk. Of course I don't happen to have one of those, so I have to take it in tomorrow.
FUCK. ANYTHING ELSE YOU'D LIKE TO TRY, LIFE? SERIOUSLY, BRING IT ON.
I had planned this whole introspective post where I consider my headspace right now and how much I hate when I get negative, fatalistic and depressive, how much this month is going to SUCK HARDCORE, and how much I do not want to go home.
Now I just want to laugh until I cry.
My dad isn't answering his phone either. Meredith, if you read this, tell him to email me, or email me letting me know he's home or something, okay? at my starlight address.
UGH.
Um.
So it seems like when things in my life go to shit, they go to shit with a VENGEANCE. (You all remember October/November right?)
Today was sucky. I was tired, missing James, overwhelmed with work, and just sad in general. The elevator was broken when I got back to my apartment. I started crying when I got to my room. You know, that kind of day.
AND THEN MY COMPUTER DIED.
Oh yeah, life went there.
When I start it up, I get a grey screen with a flashing folder icon and a question mark. This apparently means that it is "failing to find the startup drives". Either my physical hard drive is fried (which means, bye bye everything on there. I have a lot backed up on my hard drive, but not the lab report I spent the last two days writing, fuck) or there's a software malfunction and they might be able to fix it by booting from an OS X disk. Of course I don't happen to have one of those, so I have to take it in tomorrow.
FUCK. ANYTHING ELSE YOU'D LIKE TO TRY, LIFE? SERIOUSLY, BRING IT ON.
I had planned this whole introspective post where I consider my headspace right now and how much I hate when I get negative, fatalistic and depressive, how much this month is going to SUCK HARDCORE, and how much I do not want to go home.
Now I just want to laugh until I cry.
My dad isn't answering his phone either. Meredith, if you read this, tell him to email me, or email me letting me know he's home or something, okay? at my starlight address.
UGH.
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...i hope you catch a break, hun =/
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I really hope it's fixeable, let me know how it goes.
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