Fic: "Die For You", Sam/Dean-ish, PG

[exsequar]

Title: Die For You
Author: Anne (starsouls1013)
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: PG
Pairing: Vaguely Sam/Dean ish
Spoilers: through Nightmare
A/N: I absolutely love Sam's line in Bloody Mary, "You're my brother, and I'd die for you." And Dean's tiny little frown in reaction. So this idea kind of came out of that, as a bit of an elaboration of each of their thoughts on the subject. It was written in chemistry class (AGAIN), so it's not really perfect. But I like it. Feedback is appreciated :)


You're my brother, and I'd die for you.

You might think these are casual words. Actually, you hope they are. What kind of big brother are you if I die first? Or so you think. But you... you love what we do. You are fierce and fearless and I'm the only one left to fear for you. If I am gone, you will carry on, with a deathless fire in your heart. But me? If you die, Dean, so do I. I'll wither and crumble. Either that or find the meanest mother fucker I can and just stand there. Either way, your death is my death. Just as your every smile, every lameass joke is my life. So you see? I have to go first, big brother. We're no use to the world if we're both dead.

So no bitching. No arguments. I. Go. First. That means you stop flinging yourself alone into sewers, wet basements, and crazy ass towns in Bumfuck, USA. That's not cool, Dean. 'Cause you're gonna get yourself killed. And I won't let you.

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"You're my brother. And I'd die for you."

Oh Sammy. You've got it all wrong. You're younger; I'm older. Ergo, I die first. Is there any way to look at it? No, I didn't think so.

But since I can see your geek brain gearing up to argue, I'll cut you off at the pass. Sam, you should live. You've got so much ahead of you. You could still do that lawyer thing, you know. Plus you've got that whole future-seeing thing goin' on. So you can continue to save the world. You don't need me, man. It'll probably be easier for you, not having to worry about my sorry ass. So it's in the best interests of everyone.

Besides. I might die if you do.

Comments

[nebulein.livejournal.com]

lovelovelove. i can't even pick a favorite line, i'd have to quote the whole thing. it's so great, so in character. i can really hear them saying/thinkig it.

Besides. I might die if you do.
*dies a little with him*

i love your little snippets. suddenly chemistry has gotten a whole new appeal. ;) keep it up, sweety! *huggles*

~NEbU~

[ringwench.livejournal.com]

Guh, I just LOVE this! OMG so much love!

You really captured how the boys' minds work when it comes to how they feel about each other. Each truly believes he cannot live without the other.

If I am gone, you will carry on, with a deathless fire in your heart. But me? If you die, Dean, so do I. I'll wither and crumble.

That was just beautiful.

And the last line, *heart breaks*

Just a random thought, I hope at some point in the series Sam addresses Dean's penchent for recklessly throwing himself into danger. I'm sure it's something that really does bother Sam (hell, it bothers ME!),

AWESOME fic, hon! *huggles*

[burns-my-skin.livejournal.com]

oh, that was lovely.

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

Aw, I'm so glad you liked it sweetie! :D Thank you for the wonderful feedback. *huggles*

And I really really hope Sam addresses it too. He NEEDS Dean and why can't Dean see that? He is is own blind spot. He protects Sam from everything except losing him.
Silly boy *shakes head*

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

Thank you :)

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

I already thanked you, but thank you again darling!! *huggles* You're too sweet :)

[fragglebo.livejournal.com]

Awwww. Thank you so much for mentioning this to me because I love it lots. You capture them both so well and this is beautiful.

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much hon! I'm really glad you liked it :)