one more miracle

I just found out: I GOT AN A IN ORGANIC CHEM 2!!!!!!!!

I am so fucking GIDDY with joy. YAY YAY YAY!

*squeehopwriggles*

And my torrent finishes in 10 minutes! LIFE IS GOOD, PEOPLE \o/

Thanks to rain_dances, I have decided that what I want more than ANYTHING is a BACK MASSAGE from RODNEY MCKAY. *whimpers pitifully just thinking about it* Studying nonstop for days on end is wreaking absolute havoc with my neck and back, and his FINGERS, all strong and blunt and dextrous..... nnnnnnnnngh. WANTS.

Ahem.

I just got back a little while ago from dinner with my America in Black and White professor, and the class teaching assistant, my friend Layne. He took us to a yummmmy Thai restaurant, and it was absolutely lovely. He's such an intelligent, thoughtful man, it was a treat to just get to sit and chat with him. So that was very nice. Two hours of studying time gone, of course, but who cares, right? In the scheme of things, what will I remember - a stupid physics 1 exam, or a lovely dinner with two of the best people I've met at college? That's what I thought :)

Back to orgo....

I just took the Daemon test (from the Golden Compass movie website) and the result brought tears to my eyes with its perfection. You have to understand - I've read these books 3 or 4 times, and I want nothing more than a daemon. It is the most enchanting idea I have ever come across in a fantasy book, and it really captured my imagination. And if I had a choice, I'd want my daemon to be a beautiful, unconventional wildcat, and one of my first choices would have been an ocelot. LOOK AT WHAT I GOT. And the name Brynn is just far too gorgeous. I am overwhelmed. I would have done the "do your friends agree?" thing but then there was a chance he could CHANGE, and I wasn't going to risk that. So here, my friends, is the other half of my soul. Beautiful, isn't he?



MY ORGO TEST IS DONE YAYE! \o/ He handed out an answer sheet afterwards, and like an idiot I LOOKED at it, and so much of it was different from what I did so I was freaking out a little, but Alyssa was like BREATHE, you know there are many different answers and he gives lots of partial credit, and I was like YES YOU'RE RIGHT I AM CALM. And lo I was! Well, not calm, but happy and bouncy and hyper because I'M DONE YAY! \o/ And a really lovely touch was that afterwards, when I had finished checking out my lab locker, my professor said in a complimentary voice, "Very nice job this semester, Anne." and he was all sincere and kind and I babbled a little about how much I loved the class and people thought I was crazy but I really DID, and I think he was amused and just reiterated his "good job" and it made me feel all warm and glowy. So, YAY. There are few things that make me happier than kind, praising words from a professor. *squirms giddily*

Oh god ORGO *weeps for own soul*

Every time I promise myself I won't freak out. EVERY TIME I DO ANYWAY.

I just hung up with my dad and burst into tears because A) I miss him like a limb, B) he can't come down this weekend like he was going to for various reasons, and C) I am SO FUCKING EXHAUSTED from FIVE HOURS (!!!) of orgo lab. Seriously, I'm at that point where i tried to take a nap and I'm so tired I couldn't fall asleep. >.<

But THEN, I went and looked at the new 2x20 promo pictures at winchesterfan.com and nearly WEPT with happiness. I can't WAIT for this episode OMG. *flailyhands* (ETA: Spoilers in the comments!)

Hooray for emotional rollercoasters? >.<

Perhaps I should make an effort to go get some food. Maybe that would give me some energy.

Ugh. I'm so glad I have nothing else to do tonight. Farscape marathon, here I come.