This is it...

So, I've got my packing pretty much finished (a million duffle bags and shopping bags, it's ridiculous). I have no idea if it's all going to fit in my dorm. And the funny thing is, looking around my room, in terms of what I'm leaving behind, it's almost no different. It's odd. I'm terrified, terrified I tell you. Being this close, it's so unreal. I mean, tonight I'm sleeping in my regular bed, but tomorrow? Well, a motel,but the day after? The room I'm living in for the rest of the year, with a person I don't even know. It's so weird. And, and, I am afraid I have majorly fucked up by packing mostly in duffles instead of boxes. I am stupid. I am a screwup. It is as I feared, I cannot handle college, will soon go crazy and jump off a cliff. This is, therefore, my final goodbye. I love you all dearly, and I hope you won't miss me too much :P

Really, I'll probably be very busy the next few days, although I'll be able to pop by a bit. Hopefully I'll survive orientation. We'll see.

Um. Wish me luck?