Sorry, I'm not talking about anything in your entry.. This.. This video that I stumbled upon. I watched it and sat here and cried my eyes out THREE TIMES. Your "Poprocks and Coke" one? Look, I even said in my journal entry! I am astounded. I have a truley TALENTED friend. I just can't get over that I know this arteeeest personally. I left a comment on the site and everything.. XDD I traced back to see how in the HELL I got to that video, and I saw I was at your info! Wtf!? Anyway, this video is AMAZING. I have, since I read HBP, been in this awkward stage. I don't know what to accept. Now I know that my heart is definatly broken by the H/Hr withdrawl in HBP. I mean, broken. Like, I cried more over this than I did over the end of HBP, and I cried A LOT over that. I mean, here I was, thinking that I handled the change of relationships in HBP great, when THIS happens. I watch the video! I start crying, and wailing about how they did not have this mental/physical cemistry, and begging the nobody in my room that HBP just never happened. I mean, those were the DAYS. XD They... They had a RELATIONSHIP. Platonic or otherwise, they had one. It doesn't even seem like they do in HBP. This video made me cry so much I was naseated. o_o; I think it was because when I read HBP, I was dry of any H/Hr in my mind for a long time, I was mopey and not myself. But this video brought me back to the friendship, chemistry, care, closeness, love, understanding, EVERYTHING that they had. So now, I am like, sooo sad.
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Date: 2005-07-19 08:53 am (UTC)Sorry, I'm not talking about anything in your entry.. This.. This video that I stumbled upon. I watched it and sat here and cried my eyes out THREE TIMES. Your "Poprocks and Coke" one? Look, I even said in my journal entry! I am astounded. I have a truley TALENTED friend. I just can't get over that I know this arteeeest personally. I left a comment on the site and everything.. XDD I traced back to see how in the HELL I got to that video, and I saw I was at your info! Wtf!? Anyway, this video is AMAZING. I have, since I read HBP, been in this awkward stage. I don't know what to accept. Now I know that my heart is definatly broken by the H/Hr withdrawl in HBP. I mean, broken. Like, I cried more over this than I did over the end of HBP, and I cried A LOT over that. I mean, here I was, thinking that I handled the change of relationships in HBP great, when THIS happens. I watch the video! I start crying, and wailing about how they did not have this mental/physical cemistry, and begging the nobody in my room that HBP just never happened. I mean, those were the DAYS. XD They... They had a RELATIONSHIP. Platonic or otherwise, they had one. It doesn't even seem like they do in HBP. This video made me cry so much I was naseated. o_o; I think it was because when I read HBP, I was dry of any H/Hr in my mind for a long time, I was mopey and not myself. But this video brought me back to the friendship, chemistry, care, closeness, love, understanding, EVERYTHING that they had. So now, I am like, sooo sad.
AND I WAS DOING SO WELL. Dammit. XD
God, I loved this video. [/rant.]