exsequar: (Misc Molecules I get!)
2007-05-11 01:58 am

I'm sorry if I'm spamming, but...

I just found out: I GOT AN A IN ORGANIC CHEM 2!!!!!!!!

I am so fucking GIDDY with joy. YAY YAY YAY!

*squeehopwriggles*

And my torrent finishes in 10 minutes! LIFE IS GOOD, PEOPLE \o/
exsequar: (SN Dean innocence)
2007-05-03 10:07 pm

SN 2x20 What Is and What Should Never Be

Posting this without reading any other reaction posts, which I don't usually do, but I don't have TIME to get lost in y'all's flailing because OMG ORGO FINAL TOMORROW AFTERNOON *hyperventilates*

*FLAIL* )

I'm expected to STUDY after that? *whimper whimper*
exsequar: (SGA Rodney arms! arms!)
2007-05-02 09:27 pm

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Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] rain_dances, I have decided that what I want more than ANYTHING is a BACK MASSAGE from RODNEY MCKAY. *whimpers pitifully just thinking about it* Studying nonstop for days on end is wreaking absolute havoc with my neck and back, and his FINGERS, all strong and blunt and dextrous..... nnnnnnnnngh. WANTS.

Ahem.

I just got back a little while ago from dinner with my America in Black and White professor, and the class teaching assistant, my friend Layne. He took us to a yummmmy Thai restaurant, and it was absolutely lovely. He's such an intelligent, thoughtful man, it was a treat to just get to sit and chat with him. So that was very nice. Two hours of studying time gone, of course, but who cares, right? In the scheme of things, what will I remember - a stupid physics 1 exam, or a lovely dinner with two of the best people I've met at college? That's what I thought :)

Back to orgo....
exsequar: (SN Boys he's the ONLY ONE)
2007-05-02 01:54 am

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Oh my god IS IT THURSDAY YET?

Thinking about 2x20 and the Director's Cuts, a possibility for the ep popped into my head... I'm unspoiled beyond the Director's Cuts, only speculation here! )

I am mildly panicked about orgo. And stat. And about getting packed in time to leave Saturday. OH GOD.

*flails around*
exsequar: (SN Bros love the whole of you)
2007-04-25 06:46 pm

I can love the whole of you

I just took the Daemon test (from the Golden Compass movie website) and the result brought tears to my eyes with its perfection. You have to understand - I've read these books 3 or 4 times, and I want nothing more than a daemon. It is the most enchanting idea I have ever come across in a fantasy book, and it really captured my imagination. And if I had a choice, I'd want my daemon to be a beautiful, unconventional wildcat, and one of my first choices would have been an ocelot. LOOK AT WHAT I GOT. And the name Brynn is just far too gorgeous. I am overwhelmed. I would have done the "do your friends agree?" thing but then there was a chance he could CHANGE, and I wasn't going to risk that. So here, my friends, is the other half of my soul. Beautiful, isn't he?



MY ORGO TEST IS DONE YAYE! \o/ He handed out an answer sheet afterwards, and like an idiot I LOOKED at it, and so much of it was different from what I did so I was freaking out a little, but Alyssa was like BREATHE, you know there are many different answers and he gives lots of partial credit, and I was like YES YOU'RE RIGHT I AM CALM. And lo I was! Well, not calm, but happy and bouncy and hyper because I'M DONE YAY! \o/ And a really lovely touch was that afterwards, when I had finished checking out my lab locker, my professor said in a complimentary voice, "Very nice job this semester, Anne." and he was all sincere and kind and I babbled a little about how much I loved the class and people thought I was crazy but I really DID, and I think he was amused and just reiterated his "good job" and it made me feel all warm and glowy. So, YAY. There are few things that make me happier than kind, praising words from a professor. *squirms giddily*
exsequar: (SGA McShep just boys)
2007-04-25 10:51 am

A little kissing to brighten your day!

Nan has declared it KISSING day, and I whipped up this little schmooplet in about 10 minutes. YAY MCSHEP! I'd appreciate any thoughts on it, cause it's rare I produce anything I like at all :D

McShep, PG, ~300 words? ish?

Another mission, another bunch of people trying to kill them... )

Orgo test in two hours OMG. *flap flap*
exsequar: (FF Simon going mad!)
2007-04-25 02:01 am
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Oh god ORGO *weeps for own soul*

Every time I promise myself I won't freak out. EVERY TIME I DO ANYWAY.
exsequar: (HP Hermione happy twirling!)
2007-04-21 12:06 pm

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There's a new international trailer for OOTP up at YouTube (really crappy quality, and I don't have the link right now, sorry) and it does look awesome, and I'm really excited for this movie. But I'm a little nervous about starting to get more involved in HP again (mostly via my flist, which will start to return to the Potter love at least somewhat as the movie and book approach) because I always feel rather persecuted for happening to find Harry and Hermione the most adorable twosome ever ever. I just love them to teeny bits and... only in this fandom would that be a crime :-/ I mean, the movies tend to favor them, so the movies give me great giddy glee, but the result is resentment from everyone else. Which makes me sad.

Moving on!

It's Saturday! \o/ I've just rolled my lazy ass vertical and am gonna try to get some studying done before work. It's GORGEOUS outside, which is not fair, cause - orgo exam! *shakes fist* And it is also Spring Arts weekend, so there's gonna be like 8 bands playing over the course of the day out on the green. Yeahhhh I don't see much studying getting done *laughs* Ah well. SPRING IS FINALLY HERE YAY!
exsequar: (SN Sam weeps)
2007-04-18 06:17 pm

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I just hung up with my dad and burst into tears because A) I miss him like a limb, B) he can't come down this weekend like he was going to for various reasons, and C) I am SO FUCKING EXHAUSTED from FIVE HOURS (!!!) of orgo lab. Seriously, I'm at that point where i tried to take a nap and I'm so tired I couldn't fall asleep. >.<

But THEN, I went and looked at the new 2x20 promo pictures at winchesterfan.com and nearly WEPT with happiness. I can't WAIT for this episode OMG. *flailyhands* (ETA: Spoilers in the comments!)

Hooray for emotional rollercoasters? >.<

Perhaps I should make an effort to go get some food. Maybe that would give me some energy.

Ugh. I'm so glad I have nothing else to do tonight. Farscape marathon, here I come.
exsequar: (SN Sam needs love!)
2007-04-18 06:56 am
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*whimper*

It's 6:56 AM and my body woke me up completely a bit immaturely with sneezing. I'm pretty damn sure I have a fever and I feel miserable. BUT I CAN'T MISS ORGO! *wails* Why do I ALWAYS get sick on the days I have orgo lab AND three classes? WHY GOD WHY?

*scrubs at face* I may just have to suck it up because I really don't know if I have the energy to stand...

(You know, the mood choices really suck rather a lot. Why is there no option for "miserable" or anything even like it? I'll settle with EMT!Jensen :P)
exsequar: (SN Sam the cute flirt)
2007-04-11 08:18 pm

I VANT TO EAT YOUR BRAAAAAINZ.... wait, wrong monster

Today was quite the day!

For starters, I GOT TURNED INTO A ZOMBIE!!! :O

Then, I ate ROB and turned him into a ZOMBIE TOO!!! (Rob the Zombie! Har har! I have to go make fun of him for that...)

It's actually a lot more fun being the zombie because you're IT! You don't have to be paranoid anymore, you just get to ATTACK. And mere humans tremble at the sight of you! It's hilariously fabulous. My favorite incident of the game today was when I was in the dining hall and I saw my friend Ben Berg walking past the window - and he was still a human! So I LEAPT out of my chair, RACED out the front door and CHASED him all the way down past the length of D-hall. We stopped, he turned and we circled each other for a minute before he threw a marshmallow and I was hit, dammit! Heehee. It was hilarious. Apparently my desire for BRAAAAAINZ motivated me cause Rob and Michelle said I ran super fast, aha! And all of DHall was watching! I made a spectacle of myself! Heee. So, so much fun.

I also had a Stat test which went really well; got a Physics test back which did NOT go so well, dammit; found my lost cell phone, yay; and had organic chem lab, in which my first try at the experiment failed miserably (I got charred little pieces of graphite instead of my product, hexaphenylbenzene) so I had to start again and ended up staying a half hour late, making lab a total of 4.5 hours. Then I had kickboxing and have now arrived at home, exhausted. Luckily I don't have much work to do really, so I plan to go take a shower and then collapse into bed and mainline some Farscape! \o/

ETA: I forgot to mention that I got my Stat paper back! The one where I used the Stargate Atlantis example, only without names! My teacher wrote "Sounds like a movie script" "Nice." and at the end "I enjoyed your example." And I got a 99 on the damn thing! \o/ Victory! Hee.
exsequar: (SGA Elizabeth smirky)
2007-03-28 10:02 am

SGA cast interviews!

I am in such a good mood this morning, guys! This is against all odds - I got four and a half hours of sleep last night (I need to learn to not do that! argh) and today is going to be super super busy. But! I decided (correctly) that it would be a good idea to start out my day right by going to the dining hall for breakfast. So I set my alarm a bit earlier, and apparently that made my body go on some weird high alert and I woke up at 6:40 of my own volition. I know, what??? But anyway. So I got to have coffee and chocolate chip pancakes and sausage and REAL SCRAMBLED EGGS. They're usually powdered scrambled eggs on the weekends cause they have to make so many, but on weekday mornings they take the time to make some REAL eggs. Mmmmmmmmm. So that was very nice.

Then! My organic chemistry teacher ended class a half hour early! :O We had just finished up a big unit, and he was like "So I guess we'll stop there today!" and we all looked at eachother in confusion, kinda laughing a little cause of course he was kidding. I think he got a great kick out of our befuddlement :D And then he wasn't kidding! So THAT was nice. Of course, I had class at 9 anyway, but I came back to my room and just lay down for 20 minutes, so I think that gave me a little boost of energy.

Also, it's spring! \o/ I love wearing my flip flops again.

Aaaaand the really fun thing is that I found this long Stargate Atlantis special on Youtube. It's by a Vancouver talk show called Urban Rush, and this man and woman went on set for a day, interviewed the cast, walked around set seeing how things go. I haven't watched them all yet (there are SEVERAL ten minute clips on youtube) but I watched their interviews with David, Joe, and Torri. I LOVE THEM ALL OMG. The interviewers are really fun, so it's just a cool laid back conversation with the actors. David was hilarious and gracious, as usual, Joe stood with his hands on his hips looking sexy and gay as hell, and Torri is just the cutest giggly girl ever. I HEART HER and want to have slumber parties with her. She says "Cool as a cucumbah" and I die giggling. Joe complained again about the difficulties of doing a scifi show, which gets old, but I can tell he has a genuine affection for the show and especially the people he works with, so it balances out. There was an ADORABLE little clip of him poking fun at David and then bopping him gently on the cheek with a script he's holding! N'awwwww, BOYS.

ETA: Just watched Paul's and Rachel's. I have a love affair with EVERYONE ON THIS SHOW. *flail flail* They're all so funny and kind and personable! :D

Links to these clips (the rest of the show is in the related links sidebar, obviously. Looks like they've visited SG-1 too!):

David interview
Joe interview (Includes adorable teasing David clip)
Torri interview
Paul interview (pt 1) (In which Paul jokingly flirts with the male interviewer. TEEHEE!)
Paul interview (pt 2)
Rachel interview
Conclusion of the show, in which the guy interviewer, Mike, says "Thank you, Stargate Atlantis, for making me short and in shoes." *dies* I LOVE these two! Canadians really ARE the nice ones, eh? *g* And there's also a brief shot of Joe and David filming, and Joe CRACKS UP and doubles over with laughter, putting his hand essentially on David's... oh, just watch it. It's so CUTE. ♥
Christopher Judge and Michael Shanks interview, in which both of them have their DAUGHTERS ON THEIR LAPS. It's possibly the cutest thing I have EVER seen. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I REALLY REALLY adore this cast.
exsequar: (FF Simon going mad!)
2007-03-27 12:08 am
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ORGO TEST TOMORROW AUGH SO STRESSED
exsequar: (Misc Molecules I get!)
2007-02-26 10:45 am
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I am GIDDY! I am AFLAIL, even!

We got our orgo tests back today, aaaand... I got a 95%!! That's significantly higher than any grade I got on a test last semester. This makes me SO HAPPY. I'm so glad all those hours of sniffling miserably but studying instead of sleeping totally paid off. YAY!

And thank you to you my darling flist for putting up with my miserable self during that time. It was worth it, and you rock! ♥
exsequar: (Misc Molecules I get!)
2007-02-22 06:28 pm
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He tastes like you, only sweeter...

Good news! I finished my orgo exam, and I think I did just fine! :D It's a good thing I started studying as early as I did (Sunday, I believe?) because it gave me plenty of time to become fully comfortable with the material, and conversant with its usage in many contexts. *pats self on the back* So glad it's over :D

In not so good news, still sick. Still hacking up lungs continuously. I almost hate this kind of sickness more than deathly flus - with a cough and sneeze etc, you can still function, still go to class and everything, but you're semi-miserable throughout. But you're not sick enough to justify just flopping into bed and sleeping forever and generally being a blob. It's very annoying :P *blows nose again*

Occasionally while cataloging at the library, I come across a book that amuses me for some reason or another. Today's example was "Ancient Rhetorical Theory" by R. Dean Anderson. Hee! (For the uninitiated, one of the lead actors on Stargate SG-1 is Richard Dean Anderson, and the people who built the stargates are called the Ancients)

Alas, my day is not yet over. Still have an hour of choir! But that's okay - I'll deal. ORGO IS DONE! \o/
exsequar: (SN Boys when you fall)
2007-02-21 07:13 am
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I am so mad at my body. I mean, I can handle being sick. I can handle having an orgo test. But not at the same bloody time. I just - this test is fucking HARD, and I mean... HARD, and I'm despairing. And on top of that, I'm awake at 7 AM because I have ORGO CLASS at 8 AM and then later I have ORGO LAB for four hours! *buries face in hands* I really like this class, I DO, because the teacher is awesome and the material fascinating, BUT RIGHT NOW IT'S KILLING ME.

*hacks up a lung*

Sorry to bitch more, guys, but I can't really be squeeful right now. See me tomorrow after 6:30, then I'll either be dead or just totally relieved. It's a tossup.

On the plus side, fic is keeping me from completely going insane, so yay fandom! And thank you to everyone for the very kind positive wishes of soup and sleep and liquid and feeling-better-ness. I fail at answering comments right now, so I hope you'll accept one big *group hug*. I love you all. And thank you for not tossing me out the nearest airlock. ♥
exsequar: (Heroes Claire beautiful girl)
2007-02-20 03:23 pm

Heroes 1xsomething Unexpected

*sits back* Huh. (Big Heroes spoilers) )

This morning was so weird. As you saw, I got up to take my exam, then came home and went back to sleep. So I woke up at my normal time for class, 11, and it was like... was taking that exam a dream? Very bizarre. I'm just glad it was a physics exam, and not something insane like Orgo that would actually take thinking.

Speaking of orgo (NOT orgy! hee) I need to go study for that. Adios!
exsequar: (SGA McShep toppy!)
2007-02-19 01:45 am

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I studied orgo for the large majority of the day, and got a significant amount accomplished - yay me. But it didn't get me down or frustrated or upset, and you know why? Because of fannish distractions! Seriously, I will never be truly depressed so long as I have all you darling people AND all the darling characters/people we flail about to keep a smile on my face.

I rewarded my efforts 1) By reading some Wincest (oh, boys), 2) watching SGA s1 episode The Defiant One (in which Rodney saves John's life, John is generally hotass, and Rodney is sweet and heroic and lovely. fabulous episode.), and 3) reading the most hilarious and adorable piece of McShep ever. There was pot involved. I giggled a lot, possibly more than THEY did.

And with that lovely bedtime story, I go to sleep. *hugs everyone*
exsequar: (SN Bros I heart you bitch)
2007-02-14 07:38 am
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Happy Valentines Day to my beautiful flist!

There are many and sundry of you whom I need to shower love upon personally, but that will have to wait until this evening. But for now, I just want to say, that I am so grateful for you all, for this community I belong to. Without you I don't know how I would make it! You are all so joyous and fun and kind and generous and sweet and lovely and my life is far better with you in it. Thank you for being extremely awesomesauce. ♥♥♥♥♥

(On an unrelated note, my orgo teacher is CRUEL. I get an email from him a few minutes ago titled "class" and I'm like EEEEE NO CLASS!! but of course it says 'Yes. Class at 8:00.' *cries*)

ETA: Just to be clear, SOCK ME, BITCHES! :D
exsequar: (SN Dean soldier on)
2007-02-12 09:54 am
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I woke up at 7:53 and made it to class at 7:59. WIN! \o/

See the thing is, my alarm clock likes to randomly NOT GO OFF. I KNOW I turned in on last night, and yet. *facepalm* So my second alarm clock (my cell phone) went off at 7 AM, and I was like mehhhh and turned it off and put my head back down JUST FOR A SECOND, honest! And then I opened my eyes again and it was 7:53 and I was like ohshit.

That was some quality scrambling :P

Now I need to take a shower, instead of doing work. But I got an extra hour of sleep, so I think this was a win situation. \o/

Also, I made a pretty icon last night. Look at his NECK! *licks* Not to mention a teasing little peek at that mmmmmguh shoulder! :D

I hope Monday is less-than-sadistic to you all, my dear flist. Anyone wanna come over and socialize in the comments? ^_^