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Mar. 4th, 2007 12:07 amHOW ARE YOU ALL SO FUCKING AMAZING???
I generally find love memes too LARGE to navigate, but some very kind soul put together an index for the current one, and so I went to look...
I AM IN TEARS. Full on, sobbing, wracking tears. I just. WHAT. You guys! You have COMPLETELY overwhelmed me. You don't understand. I have made big strides recently, but I have ALWAYS been insecure and unsure and there's always tons of self-doubt and loathing and sometimes I get to very dark places. But finding you has changed that, so completely. And you go and DROWN ME with your amazingness and I can't do anything but flap my hands and cry and try to articulate how much you MEAN to me. You make me proud to be who I AM, truly and really, and not just some toned down politically correct version of myself. I think my favorite descriptor used is "unabashedly loves the gay"! *laughs* Because it's very true, and you all GET that, and so much more. So, so much more. I... I can't find words to thank you, but thank you. From the very bottom of my heart. I love you all.
Head on over to The Love Meme
ETA: Crap, you all are so amazing that the comment limit was reached! *flails* So I can't go contribute my love! I'M SORRY! I hope you all know how much I love you. I do I do I do.
I generally find love memes too LARGE to navigate, but some very kind soul put together an index for the current one, and so I went to look...
I AM IN TEARS. Full on, sobbing, wracking tears. I just. WHAT. You guys! You have COMPLETELY overwhelmed me. You don't understand. I have made big strides recently, but I have ALWAYS been insecure and unsure and there's always tons of self-doubt and loathing and sometimes I get to very dark places. But finding you has changed that, so completely. And you go and DROWN ME with your amazingness and I can't do anything but flap my hands and cry and try to articulate how much you MEAN to me. You make me proud to be who I AM, truly and really, and not just some toned down politically correct version of myself. I think my favorite descriptor used is "unabashedly loves the gay"! *laughs* Because it's very true, and you all GET that, and so much more. So, so much more. I... I can't find words to thank you, but thank you. From the very bottom of my heart. I love you all.
Head on over to The Love Meme
ETA: Crap, you all are so amazing that the comment limit was reached! *flails* So I can't go contribute my love! I'M SORRY! I hope you all know how much I love you. I do I do I do.
I love my vagina! \o/
Feb. 15th, 2007 12:52 amValentine's Day would have just sailed right past me without making a blip on my radar if it weren't for all ya'll lovely people. (Well, except my friend Rob bought me a carnation, and wrote a Stargate quote on the card - HOW CUTE!) Thank you to
technosage for the chocolates! Yum yum! Love you, Allieface! Thank you to
poisontaster for the GRANNY PANTIES. Why yes, I DID blush. ♥ Thank you to
obeetaybee for more chocolates, always welcome! *hugs* And thank you to the always fabulous
shotofjack for the candy hearts!
And THANK YOU for all the gorgeous comments left for me in
svmadelyn's lovefest! I felt all warm and fuzzy. Your perception of me is so different from how I see myself, and gradually you're managing to convince me of a better self-vision, and that's... kind of awesome. I love you so so much. I wish I knew who said those lovely things so I could SMISH YOU with love! And if you haven't yet, everyone should go to her journal and check out the list - a lot of lovely things got said about a lot of lovely people!
You all rock my socks completely off my feet. ♥♥♥
It's 1 AM and I got back from my school's production of The Vagina Monologues 30 minutes ago. It was AWESOME, again. They get some fabulous actresses to take part :) By turns hilarious, moving, and horrifying, it was a great performance. One girl wrote her own monologue for it, and it was about how she was sexually abused when she was seven, and the need for women to not be silent about abuse. That got me in the gut. It was very eloquent and painful. There was lots of really great material - it was wonderful. If you ever get the chance to see a performance, I definitely recommend it.
It perhaps says something about me that when they said "Pittsburgh LOVES vaginas!" I looked at Michelle and burst out laughing. (You will only get that if you know Queer as Folk. But if you do, HEE.)
And now of course I'm about to read some gay porn! Cock FTW! *facepalm* I fail at being a girl. Hee.
(Yaknow, I've only got two icons with a boy and a girl on them. And one of them is the Tam siblings. Oh me!)
(Also, I REALLY LOVE THIS MOOD ICON. *stares*)
Goodnight, my lovelies! *smooches all*
And THANK YOU for all the gorgeous comments left for me in
You all rock my socks completely off my feet. ♥♥♥
It's 1 AM and I got back from my school's production of The Vagina Monologues 30 minutes ago. It was AWESOME, again. They get some fabulous actresses to take part :) By turns hilarious, moving, and horrifying, it was a great performance. One girl wrote her own monologue for it, and it was about how she was sexually abused when she was seven, and the need for women to not be silent about abuse. That got me in the gut. It was very eloquent and painful. There was lots of really great material - it was wonderful. If you ever get the chance to see a performance, I definitely recommend it.
It perhaps says something about me that when they said "Pittsburgh LOVES vaginas!" I looked at Michelle and burst out laughing. (You will only get that if you know Queer as Folk. But if you do, HEE.)
And now of course I'm about to read some gay porn! Cock FTW! *facepalm* I fail at being a girl. Hee.
(Yaknow, I've only got two icons with a boy and a girl on them. And one of them is the Tam siblings. Oh me!)
(Also, I REALLY LOVE THIS MOOD ICON. *stares*)
Goodnight, my lovelies! *smooches all*
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Feb. 14th, 2007 07:38 amHappy Valentines Day to my beautiful flist!
There are many and sundry of you whom I need to shower love upon personally, but that will have to wait until this evening. But for now, I just want to say, that I am so grateful for you all, for this community I belong to. Without you I don't know how I would make it! You are all so joyous and fun and kind and generous and sweet and lovely and my life is far better with you in it. Thank you for being extremely awesomesauce. ♥♥♥♥♥
(On an unrelated note, my orgo teacher is CRUEL. I get an email from him a few minutes ago titled "class" and I'm like EEEEE NO CLASS!! but of course it says 'Yes. Class at 8:00.' *cries*)
ETA: Just to be clear, SOCK ME, BITCHES! :D
There are many and sundry of you whom I need to shower love upon personally, but that will have to wait until this evening. But for now, I just want to say, that I am so grateful for you all, for this community I belong to. Without you I don't know how I would make it! You are all so joyous and fun and kind and generous and sweet and lovely and my life is far better with you in it. Thank you for being extremely awesomesauce. ♥♥♥♥♥
(On an unrelated note, my orgo teacher is CRUEL. I get an email from him a few minutes ago titled "class" and I'm like EEEEE NO CLASS!! but of course it says 'Yes. Class at 8:00.' *cries*)
ETA: Just to be clear, SOCK ME, BITCHES! :D
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Dec. 25th, 2006 01:18 amTo my darling, fabulous, wonderful flist:

And also Happy Hannukah! Or Kwanzaa! Happy holidays all around!
I want to write a love letter to you all - it is not often in my life that I've had TOO MANY people to consider when the holidays rolled around. You are all so special to me, and bring so much sunshine into my life. I would not make it by without your endless good cheer and love and friendship. I love you all dearly, and I hope that each and every one of you have a wonderful Christmas day, or as the case may be, a spectacular Monday.
Smishes and smooches,
Anne

And also Happy Hannukah! Or Kwanzaa! Happy holidays all around!
I want to write a love letter to you all - it is not often in my life that I've had TOO MANY people to consider when the holidays rolled around. You are all so special to me, and bring so much sunshine into my life. I would not make it by without your endless good cheer and love and friendship. I love you all dearly, and I hope that each and every one of you have a wonderful Christmas day, or as the case may be, a spectacular Monday.
Smishes and smooches,
Anne
A Year of Supernatural - Told in Numbers
Dec. 21st, 2006 03:51 pmSo exactly one year ago today, I curled up on my bed with my laptop and watched the pilot of a certain show called Supernatural. My reaction? "Wow. Wowwwwww. Wow!" In the ensuing year, I have been entirely swept up by the Winchester brothers, right along with many other fangirls, and much has happened and been created as a result! I thought to commemorate this anniversary I'd do a numerical walk down memory lane. Let us begin with...
- 31 episodes aired - from Pilot to Croatoan, Home to Devil's Trap, Nightmare to Bloodlust, so many chapters in the lives of the Winchester brothers have been given to us. And boy have they grown. Compare the uneasy tension of much of the pilot to the perfect teamwork and connection of Croatoan - they've certainly come a long way. And we've loved (almost) every second of it.
( Follow me for some truly mindboggling stats! ) - Zillions of wonderful memories, and many more to come
THANK YOU ALL for an incredible year of laughter and love, and I look forward to many more down the road! *hugs everyone*