I'm alive!

[exsequar]

So here's the thing. I don't have internet at my apartment. I am sitting on campus at night without a power cord right now, mooching off the school's internet and opening enough McShep fic tabs to keep me somewhat happy at home WITHOUT INTERNET. Seriously, living by yourself and NOT HAVING INTERNET? Most horrifying thing in the WORLD. I feel so isolated and lonely. It's really awful. And I can't do anything about it yet! I need to get a cable box and modem from Comcast, but when I call their line they need the phone number of the place I'm getting service at, AND I DONT KNOW MY APARTMENT'S NUMBER! My landlord didn't answer his cell phone when I called him to ask, either. So I am CUT OFF. Additionally, at work I have very little free time to goof off. Which is sad :( I mean, right now on LJ I'm mostly missing the FREAK OUT, which I'm totally fine with - I know it sucks, it does, but I'm honestly not that worried. I took a couple naughty words out of my interests and profile, but I don't think I'm a target. It sucks what they're doing and it's dumb, but I don't have any energy or time to devote to that right now.

Last night I spent $250 on house things (mostly kitcheny things) and food. This morning my alarm didn't go off because I hadn't set it up properly, and I only woke up at 8:40 because my landlord was yelling something to one of his workers upstairs. This gave me just enough time to throw on clothes and get to work 2 minutes late. WONDERFUL.

I'm stressed. I want things to even out soon. I know they will, but still. Stressed.

I love you all and hopefully I'll be back... soon. In the meantime, comment with things to amuse me briefly at work! (Not pictures, though. Too obvious.)

*hugs and kisses to all*

Comments

[monotonygirl.livejournal.com]

I love this icon! John truly IS my happy place.

Ahhhh, the joys of adulthood, again. I know what you mean about feeling cut off and isolated when the internets is hurting you in your soft places by not being accessible. Someday this will be 5 years ago, and a funny story to tell. But right now, it's sucky to live through. Glad to see you console yourself with shiny new kitchen things. I am a kitchen gadget whore, helps with all the non-cooking I do. *smishes you in consolation*

[immoralilly.livejournal.com]

*clings*

Uh... I take the AU BUS home from work each evening. Isn't that beautiful? Makes me want to fic.

[huggenkiss.livejournal.com]

*smooches you* ANNIE BABY! HI HI HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!

I hope things stop sucking soon but until then you can enjoy a textual representation of the dance I will now call "The Dance Of The Anne Has Had A Bad Day"

LEFT ARM DOWN, RIGHT ARM UP, LEFT FOOT TOUCHING RIGHT KNEE

HOP FORWARD TWICE

USE LEFT FOOT TO PUSH SELF INTO A SPIN IN AN ANTI-CLOCKWISE DIRECTION WITH LEFT AND RIGHT ARMS DOING CARTWHEEL MOTIONS

FALL ON THE FLOOR VERY DIZZY

Hope that made you smile, sweetie. :)

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

HEEE. It made me giggle a lot, baby!! You are too adorable and I want to smish you forever :D This morning is going better though, despite it starting with me frantically searching for my keys which somehow did not make it into my purse last night! I found them under some dirty clothes *FACEPALM* But I'm at work now and I just started my VERY OWN REACTION! My very firstest one! And it's going better than the one my prof set up for me yesterday and I am happy and yay.

*SMOOCH*

[teaspoon.livejournal.com]

oh man, i know the "open fic so i can read it offline" game well! i spent two months without internet at my apartment last summer, and it blew. anyway, i hope you get reconnected very soon!