one more miracle

Tonight I got an amazing treat: I got to see Boondock Saints, the ORIGINAL, in the theater!! WOO! You may remember how much I FUCKING LOVE that movie, to the point where I can quote even the stupidest of lines. It was amazing to see it on the big screen, Connor getting all bloodied and worked up about his brother, Murphy's incredibly intense eyes, all huge and MOVIE SIZED. It was beyond wonderful. Then afterwards there was a fun set of interviews and behind the scenes footage, largely from the second movie but it was still hilarious and delightful. Norman Reedus, marry me plz. *___*

What made the night even more awesome was that my bb Francisco came with me! \o/ We loled together and it was fantastic. Then afterwards, because we had both come straight from lab and therefore had no dinner, we stopped at Red Robin and had burgers (well, I had a chicken sandwich) and I had a milk shake, om nom. I'd never heard of Red Robin but dayum it was tasty!

However, the problem with spending time with Francisco is that the more amazing it is, the more painful, because... I'm pretty sure I'm losing him. It sounds very much like he's leaning towards going to Florida. And it breaks my fucking heart. Every day I realize another reason I love him. And I really do - I love him, in a pretty intense way, and I don't think it's romantic at all (though if my life were a TV show, people would be shipping us HARD - whenever I wander into his lab floor, where I used to work, people go "what are you doing here??" and I say "picking up Francisco!" - it happens at least once a week!) it's just that I am so comfortable with him, and so pleased by his sense of humor and his perspective on life. Today we discussed our perspectives on faith. It was just a really beautiful, quiet little moment to share.

When he finally drops the bomb on me, I'm going to cry so hard my lungs come up. :(

So... yeah. Things were finally looking up, but this is tearing slowly at my sanity.

Eeeee!

First of all, have you noticed Youtube's change of format? The videos are widescreen and bigger, it's really pretty!

But that's not the point of this. So you guys remember me squealing about the Boondock Saints sequel, and Julie Benz being in it, right? Well they've been asking fans for questions and I sent in a couple for Julie, and she ANSWERED THEM in a video!!!! She's so unbelievably precious and I'm kind of flapping my hands :D Hee!


My question is the second one (from Anne, obviously! I adore how she says my name, in the Southern twang she's put on for the movie). This is SO AWESOME! And I can't wait for the movieeee :D (Regarding the first question, YOU NEVER ASK ACTORS ABOUT FANFIC. Srsly.) I love how she talks about Joss and playing Darla. ♥!!

Because this amuses me far too much not to share:

In Boondock Saints, in the scene where they're stocking up on guns, they show a closeup on Murphy's bag and he's got boxes of Winchester bullets!! And thus, I'd assume, at least one Winchester gun. SWEET.

1) The UK Promo for Supernatural. OH MY GOD. Stunning and beautiful and dark and sexy and guh. The music is absolutely perfect. Jensen in that jacket makes me wobbly-kneed. Sam getting... groped, basically, but in a sensual, creepy kind of way by the woman in white is just fantastic. In the music: "You give yourself to him" and wow so slashy. It's so understated and yet so brilliant. With the blood on the wall, and her fingers - the hand on the window - the woman in white flickering briefly - guh. I am in love. The slogan they use at the end, the text: "Scary just got sexy." Fuck yeah. I think that might explain why I love this show when I hate horror movies :D
ETA: A YSI link for it! http://s61.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=1XQALG1H0OKYE1L54GAOCH24QE Watch it, you know you want to!

2) And apparently WB commercials aren't a total loss! I downloaded one with a voiceover by Sam. Again, the music is beautifully haunting. And Jared's voice is so... soft, yet gravelly, and emotional. Here's what he says:

Life will never be ordinary for us. There are powerful forces out here. Things that can't be explained. So we protect those who are lost, and afraid. This journey is our burden. Our secret. Our destiny.

It's really hard to explain how affecting it is. At one point they show the shot where Sam sees Jessica on the sidewalk (what episode is that in? I've only seen it once and I don't remember) and then she disappears behind the phone pole just as he says "our destiny" and it gives me shivers.

3) The preview for next week!!!! I watched it like 10 times in a row. ( cut for people who don't like previews ) I can't wait O.O

In other news! I finally got a Boondock Saints poster, although it's only a little one because I really have NO room for any more gigantic ones. Hayden and Ewan are getting usurped from their position right by my pillow. Sorry boys! I love you still!

Do you know what I would sell my soul for?

A picture of Norman Reedus and Sean Patrick Flanery together outside of the BDS movie.

Or the video that the BDS test images come from.

Yeah, my soul doesn't go for much.