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Hahaha, wow, this is kind of awesome. I had heard tell of Pete Wentz and Ryan Ross's first online conversation, but I'd never actually read it. Now I finally stumbled on it! It's pretty much fantastic. Ryan calls Brendon "dead sexy" (oh, darling) and Pete is vaguely pedophiliac (Ryan Ross (7:48:57 PM): we look young Pete Wentz (7:49:42 PM): Youngs not abd at all) and Ryan is admirably articulate and calm, even though you KNOW he must have been freaking the fuck OUT. It's pretty obvious he knows what the hell he's talking about, musically, and I think that must have played a part in Pete's decision to come see them. RYAN ROSS FOR THE WIN! \o/

Read the whole conversation here

I also stumbled a very incomplete account of Ryan's old LJ entries, apparently for some fic timeline purposes, and it's got some absolute gems in it, like this one:
-Dec 20th - Ryan gets back from visiting FOB in LA : "los angeles was good.
life aquatic was good. mansoup was good. my updates suck because i have to
keep my mouth shut."
AHAHAHA MANSOUP. Mansoup, for the uninitiated, refers to all (or most) of Panic! and FOB getting into a hot tub together, "mostly naked" according to one Brendon Urie. I think that's the best thing I've ever heard in my whole life. Ryan must have been so giddy to have an injoke with fucking Fall Out Boy to post about. God. I love that precious little boy!!!

But I would love to read the REST of his entries, as well as Brendon's, so if anyone knows where I can find an archive of each of their old LJs, I'd really appreciate it!

Date: 2007-08-26 05:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] andwristsintact.livejournal.com
oh, gosh. i feel super creepy knowing this, but you can read the cache for ryan's lj here (http://www.ljseek.com/list.php?name=i_amclandestine) and brendon's here (http://www.ljseek.com/list.php?name=part_time_lovah).

Date: 2007-08-26 05:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
ROCK ON. Not creepy at all, simply AWESOME. Thank you so much :D

Date: 2007-08-26 05:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shiola-shiola.livejournal.com
Oh god, I LIVE FOR THEIR OLD LJ ENTRIES. LIVE FOR THEM. Such young, angsty boys. \o/

I recently made a post with all of Brendon's entries, which is over HERE. I'm not sure about where to find all of Ryan's.

Have you, by chance, ever read the incredibly stalkerish comments Ryan used to leave Jac in her LJ? Because - that's probably the creepiest chapter in Ryan's short stint with LiveJournal. And it's hilarious. :D

Date: 2007-08-26 05:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
Yay, thanks!

I haven't, but ahahaha, oh, RYAN. Why am I not surprised at all? He sure does make me giggle, the darling boy. You can stalk ME, Ryan Ross! ♥

Date: 2007-08-26 06:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jocondite.livejournal.com
I see that you've been linked to the archives, but I am SO SAD that it only has about the last year of Ryan's lj, which he kept for years. A friend of mine was able to read it all before it was deleted last June, and she said that it dealt more with his family life and his dog (he adopted her from the pound where he volunteered, because she had big issues and on one loved her, even though his father did not approve) and mentioned a random kiss with Spencer - Ryan thought that was really cool that they were such good friends that they could just mess around like that. It is my favorite bit of nebulous canon!

Date: 2007-08-26 06:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
!!!!

Oh my god, I want to wrap up this information and SNUGGLE WITH IT. Oh, RYAN! Adopting a puppy because no one loved her! It's okay to mess around with your best friend like that, it really is, AND YOU COULD DO IT MORE OKAY? *flails a little* Wow. Thank you so, so much. I don't think I could love his little precious self any more.

Date: 2007-08-26 06:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jocondite.livejournal.com
Isn't he PRECIOUS? The dog's name was Shotgun, and a picture of her was his lj default. I don't know what happened to her, actually - he had to have other people take care of her once Panic took off - and obviously he got Hobo in January or February, but it's one of the things that make me ADORE RYAN ROSS. Also the random kiss with Spencer.

That reminds me; you've seen this silly exchange on lj, right? Jz screencapped it before the journals were deleted and it is ridiculous, oh, silly teenboy Brendon Urie.

Date: 2007-08-26 06:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
Ahahahaha BRENDON! "Be there or be... GAY!!" I'm afraid it's a little late for that, Bden. Oh oh. So SILLY. ♥ Thank you!!

Date: 2007-08-26 06:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jocondite.livejournal.com
*draws hearts around Brendon* I wish I knew what he was going to suggest Ryan write about. *g* He LOVES HIM, BABY! Oh, Brendon.

Date: 2007-08-26 06:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pau494.livejournal.com
Oh man, this is awesome! Thanks for linking to it!

Ryan calling himself and Spencer "little girls" is the best thing I've ever read. And where is the story of all the sex he and Brendon had in the practice studio, huh? Didn't Ryan mention all the good sex (he had with Brendon)? It's good for them that Brendon approved of oral already, right?

OH, PETE! How does he come across as endearing and creepy at the same time? ILOVEHIM! And within a month of meeting Pete, Brendon was recording his voice in "From Under the Cork Tree". Ryan includes a line in the December 20th entry "I keep telling myself I'm not the desperate type" <- with worse punctuation and lack of capital letters, I think.

In conclusion, they are THE BEST BOYS EVER!

Date: 2007-08-26 06:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
Ahaha, pretty much all of it is so super priceless. Oh, RYAN ROSS. Ilu, baby boy. ♥

One of my favorite snippets (from Feb 4th) is this:

"i am going to start wearing my seatbelt more often. i have seen some pretty bad car wrecks happen in my head.
give me envy give me malice give me closure.

if i talk alot of shit on this record i hope i can back it up."

The first bit - oh, RYAN. Your head is such a dark place! And then the two throwaway comments that end up turning into lyrics that millions of people holler back at him - "Give me envy give me malic give me your attention!" and "if you talk you better walk you better back your shit up." God, god, I LOVE HIS BRAIN.

I really really REALLY fucking love that FOB asked Brendon to sing on their album, and had Ryan do a guitar solo. That's, like. Amazing. I love what Pete did for these kids, it's just FANTASTIC. *happysigh*

Date: 2007-08-26 06:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
I just read this one and started weeping.

May 18, 2005

oh look what i found. this evening,while cleaning. i found your diary. it doesn't get any better than this. this is the scalp off the head of your worst enemy. just what were you thinking?leave it to me. i'll write your life. displeasing things.i've already started on some of the bigger events.wedding days..the part where i can't figure out why i can't seem to just forget you completely.every word i write will be the truth about how and why you threw me away. things that you'd only find deep inside someones diary. and when i fill all the pages i'll send it back your way. you know, just to see what you think.

Date: 2007-08-26 07:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pau494.livejournal.com
Oh, Ryan! *weeps* Okay, this is why I love him beyond a random OMGSOHOTT moment. Sure, I enjoy those A LOT, but there is so much more to this kid, to all their lives, and the fact that we as fans get to see this part of him just makes him so vulnerable in my eyes. I don't know, I almost feel bad for reading this, and I haven't even finished going through them all. I LOVE HIM AND I WANT TO HUG HIM AND FEED HIM COOKIES!

Date: 2007-08-26 06:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] insunshine.livejournal.com
Oh god.

Ryan.

Mansoup.

I kind of want to squish him. Like, a lot. And totally would, if I ever meet him, if I weren't afraid that he'd like, deck me for the snuggling.

Date: 2007-08-26 07:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
Mansoup!! That is the best mental visual bandom has given me yet. And that was the FIRST TIME THEY ALL MET. *dies*

It's hilarious thinking of Ryan's reaction to a fan trying to snuggle him. Not pounce him, or grope, just snuggle up to his pointy skinny self! He would go all wide eyed and freak out a little bit and there might be punching, or there might be SpencerSmith putting the smackdown on you. Or maybe he would like the snuggling! I know Brendon would, he'd probably be like AWWWW C'MERE ILU TOO. :)

Date: 2007-08-26 08:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] insunshine.livejournal.com
Dude, I so bet Brendon would.

God. I don't want to snuggle Brendon though. I mean, hello, yes I do, duh, but mostly I want to do him against a wall.

Ryan though, sometimes he gets this look on his face that just REQUIRES snuggling, and if Brendon's slacking off in his duties, I will totally step up to the plate and offer my services.

Date: 2007-08-26 06:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thefirstpromise.livejournal.com
Hi, I'm random, but I was friendspage hopping, so. Friend of a friend!

I can't resist talking about Ryan's old LJ entries though. That's probably why I love him as much as I do. His brain is this really horrible place, and he writes all these sad things and angry things, but then he goes and jokes with Brendon or adopts a puppy. I really wish ljseek went back more than it does, it's really aggravating reading the same things over and over when I know there are stories about him and Spencer and his school and his dad and everything that makes him the way he is now.

Also, I hope you don't mind the random person stealing that Pete/Ryan convo link and saving it. I saw it months and months ago and for some reason didn't save it anywhere, at all. So thank you for linking again! It's so creepy and endearing at the same time. I love everything about it, from Ryan making sure it actually is Pete, to being so cool and calm, to Pete asking if they're hot. Really, Pete? Really? Alright, cool, if it gets Ryan to say that Brendon's hot, I'm not complaining.

Date: 2007-08-26 07:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
Hello random friendofafriend! Randoms always welcome around here :D

I've said this before, but Ryan fascinates me. I had never directly thought of this comparison before, but his LJ posts made me think of how much he reminds me of my ex-best friend. She's also kind of a tortured artist, with all KINDS of things going on in her head, but she could also be the goofiest of goofs when she wanted. Ryan reminds me of that. Like the English language is only sort of adequate to express all the myriad thoughts tumbling around in his unfathomable brain. I've always sort of been awed by people who think like that, because it's so different from how my brain works. I'd love to spend a day in Ryan's mind.

I'm sad that his old stuff isn't archived anywhere too :( Though I suppose it's good that *something* of his remains private. There's a line that needs to be drawn, because he was just a kid and I think it's right that all that stays with him and isn't in the public sphere.

'Course I don't mind, I stole the link from someone else! *laughs* It's a pretty fantastic conversation, I agree. I am completely unsurprised by Pete asking if they're hot, because if Pete's anything he's a BUSINESSMAN, and hot sells, so, There you go. It's still hilarious though. And I want to eavesdrop on Ryan's subsequent hysterical (for Ryan, hysterical = some varied pitch in his voice ;)) phone call to Spencer about how OMG I JUST TALKED TO PETE WENTZ HE LIKES OUR STUFF OMG OMG SQUEEEEE. *grins* God, I love those boys so much.

Date: 2007-08-26 05:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glamorous-nymph.livejournal.com
Eeeeee, I've read the archives of their LJs a lot *ahem* and when I first got into Panic! I read Ryan's LJ cuz it still existed, but I hadn't seen the Pete convo and like, some of the links in these comments (yes I'm stalking haha) BRENDON! AHAHAHA!

Oh man.

When you're in Dublin, we have to have a WEEKEND of Bandom obsessing, ok?? I know we're not like BFFZOMG but I don't carrrrre Bandom unites us! (Do I sound really weird right now? Possibly I'm overcaffeinated and overmedicated ahaha)

Oh my GOD, these BOYS. Last night I was like, ATTACKED by Brendon love and I swear sometimes it HURTS how much I adore him ahaha. And Ryan just. I don't even want like, I just want to TALK to him, y'know???

*flail*

Date: 2007-08-26 05:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
Heee! *flails with you* Dude, we TOTALLY need to have a weekend. Because HONESTLY. We will flail and be giddy and make high pitched noises about the boys and it will be the GREATEST. Fangirling is the best unifier ever, I'm sure we'll get along smashingly! I took a 16 hour roadtrip to Nashville with 5 girls, only two of whom I'd known for any length of time, and we had THE BEST TIME EVER zomg. So I am totally up for meeting fellow fangirls any time I can!

BRENDONNNN. He's so PRECIOUS and darling and I can't seem to find new words to describe them but GAH. And Ryannnn, your braaaaain. *squirms*

♥♥♥

Also, for the Iron&Wine concert, we have to buy together so we get places together, right? Or does it not matter when it's a standing section? I'm a concert newb, forgive me ^_^ But I'm just not sure I'm ready to commit to tickets yet, you know? Are we gonna do a wait and see thing?

Date: 2007-08-26 05:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] glamorous-nymph.livejournal.com
YAY, it'll be super fun! Yeah I went to stay w/ Liat (autumnfades) for 2 weeks and we'd never met. Even though we were already really good friends, but still, and that was awesome. Two weeks of Bandom squee ahaha. Ooooh if you come to Belfast I can take you to the Limelight which is like, a rocky type club and whenever they play Bandom bands we can go crazy and dance it up hehehe.

He IS. OMG. He's just. I can't even. His fucking FACE OMG. And that voice, is just. Insane. I want to watch Disney movies w/ him and duet all the songs ahaha. My God I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, ANNE, HOW IS IT POSSIBLE??? IT REALLY SHOULDN'T BE. MY GOD. This is ridiculous. Like, I've been in love w/ all these bands for a really reallyyyy long time but it's only in the past 6 months or so I got into Bandom online and it's made me so much more obsessive than I used to be! (Except for Pete... obsessive isn't even the WORD for how I used to be over Pete) ANYway.

Ummm if it's standing then no we don't need to buy together but we may as well anyway, it seems easier. I'm not either, I'm sure it won't sell out so let's wait until we both know a bit more what we're doing when we're in Ireland! I don't even know when I'm heading back to Belfast yet. Sometime I Sept, but I dunno. When do you get to Dublin?

Date: 2007-08-26 05:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
I fly to Dublin on Sept 20th, so. Yes, we shall wait and then plan plans! I'm excited.

There's a My Chemical Romance concert in Belfast in November, and I would TOTALLY go, except that's the weekend [livejournal.com profile] huggenkiss is coming to see me, and I think she would probably kill herself if I forced her to go to an MCR concert, plus I want to spend our time TAKING OVER DUBLIN together, so alas I don't think that's going to happen. SIGH SIGH.

That club sounds awesome, that would be fantastic! I definitely want to explore a lot of Ireland while I'm there, so it'll be great to have someone to touch base with for some of that! Very cool.

THEY DEFY THE LAWS OF AWESOME AND LOVING. Because they are that perfect ♥

Date: 2007-08-26 05:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] agirlnotahero.livejournal.com
Haha I feel super creepy now but it's totally worth it. Ryan can never now deny that he thinks Brendon is sexy.

Someone's probably already given them, but just in case:

Ryan's: http://www.ljseek.com/users/i_amclandestine
Brendon's: http://www.ljseek.com/users/part_time_lovah

The newer entries aren't them 'cause people have bought their old usernames. Also Jon still has one somewhere but I don't know what his name is.

Date: 2007-08-26 06:09 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] redbrickrose.livejournal.com
Hee. Oh, that's awesome. God, how much must Ryan have been freaking out through that entire conversation. I LOVE THEM.

I think I'm just going to embrace my shame and make a del.icio.us tag called stalkingryanross

Date: 2007-08-26 06:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] exsequar.livejournal.com
Fantastic! I think this sounds like a fabulous plan \o/

Date: 2007-08-26 11:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darksylvia.livejournal.com
Haha, I see the fan girls have got you covered. God, I love this fandom.

Date: 2007-08-27 08:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mybabyangel.livejournal.com
Mansoup is the single best thing ever. What I wouldn't have given to have been present at said event. *wisful sigh*

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