You bleed just like you puke while running a mile

[exsequar]

You guys, I'm starting to worry for my own mental health. You want to know why? Because meeting Gerard is still fucking with my head.

If I think about it too hard, I get kind of nauseous. It's mostly because I regret so much about what I DIDN'T do - I didn't get a picture that would have pretty much made the rest of my entire life, I didn't ask about Desert Song or pass on my best wishes for Frankie. I know that what I did was be a good, unobtrusive fan, but I can't help but feel like I wasted this amazing opportunity to let Gerard know just a little bit of how much he affects me.

As a result, I have a hard time listening to Desert Song, or watching the most recent interviews with Gerard. I don't even KNOW what the fuck is going on in my head and I really want it to stop.

ANYway. I'm addicted to The Used, okay. Since downloading their latest album yesterday, I've listened to every song 10 times. Um. That's 10 hours of the last, oh, 30 spent listening to them. WHAT? I just. I don't even know.

I still don't have the first two albums... *puppy eyes*

(So exhausted. So much work to do. Want to cry.)

Comments

[nebulein.livejournal.com]

(So exhausted. So much work to do. Want to cry.)

I feel ya. *sighs and hugs tightly*

[pushingyouaway.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* this is what they do, bebe. they get inside your head and never leave. be strong. only listen to gerard sometimes.


it's almost over. don't fret.

*cookies*

[affectations.livejournal.com]

Here are lots of *hugs*. I totally get why you're feeling that way about meeting Gerard and why he's still fucking with your head even now. I don't know whether this will help but yeah at the same time, just appreciate the fact that omg YOU MET HIM and how amazing that is that you had that. You talked to him! How many people get to randomly bump into him in the streets with his wife and give him directions? Also this is sort of similar but not very but I will tell it to you anyway. Yeah I saw MikeyWay in Starbucks and didn't even go up to him and talk to him? Yeah I totally regretted that afterwards and felt like crying because umm I don't react to stuff normally and everyone said to me that it was amazing I even saw him and it is true! I'm still totally in awe that you met Gerard and talked to him! Also work is evil and should stop exhausting you!

[expastic.livejournal.com]

I do the exact same thing. =/

I literally have to try not to think about the concerts I've been to, or when I met Gabe because I get nervous and jittery and nauseous.

I guess if it's weird, we're both weird? :P

[jamesinclair.livejournal.com]

When I met Amy Lee I was so excited I couldn't say anything. I regret that a little bit, but on the other hand I did get to meet her. And that makes me smile.

[snuffkin.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
I can totallz understand how you're feeling. At least a bit. A few seconds are never enough and there are so many things you want to say and how the hell are you supposed to remember them. But as someone said, you got more than most of us ever get and I'm sure he knows - at least a bit - how much he affects most of us :)