I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know

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I feel like I should post. I also feel like I should go to bed, because it's almost 4, what what? But I kind of don't like going to bed without having posted at all (haha LJ addiction, do they prescribe medication for that?) because then I tend to have few to no comments to wake up to in the morning, and that's just not fun. Soooo... tell me things, guys! Anything! How's your life? How do you feel today? What makes you happy? What makes you sad? How do you feel about Panic at the Disco's mothertrucking FACES? I know they panic MY disco.

A few tidbits, which would be a full post, but instead... are merely tidbits. For I am yawning my face off.

1. New Friday Night Lights for the WIN, you guys. I love this show ridiculously hard. This week it was Smash that made me cry - not once, but twice! How unexpected! Also, there was loads of Timmy Rigs. This made me happy. Why does no one talk about this anymore? It's still absolutely one of the best shows on television, in my opinion, perhaps behind BSG. Amazing.

2. HARMONY, you guys. UGH. MCSHEP. ♥

3. I made icons today! That's kind of all I did, but whatever. And not many of them, but the ones I ended up with make me SO HAPPY. I really haven't been pleased with my icons lately, but I am just so so happy with these, I almost feel like they had to be made by someone else, I'm never so happy with my own! This one is my faaaaavorite - made with one of my LOTMS caps, which I WILL get around to posting, I promise. But dude. Basement!Gerard, chilling in his kitchen with a cig and coffee. I love love love how the coloring came out on this one, how he's got a bit of a glow, the rich red of the cupboards, the amazing font that I discovered today. Yay icons! My inspiration was drawn from ownthesunshine, the graphics comm of an amazing artist who does textures/brushes and REALLY good tutorials which just gave me so many new ideas about directions I could take my icons. Hurrah! I also made these:

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4. Had dinner at a pub tonight with roomie Kate (who is still "faaaab" *draws hearts*) and two of the other American girls. Chicken wrap = FANTASTIC. Seriously, nnngh. Sogood.

5. Let us conclude with some FRANKIEFACE. Except, really, it's more accurate to say some nnnnnnnghfrank. Because ohgod.


Jesus CHRIST, you know? *STARES FOREVER* His fucking MOUTH. Clearly I have a new wallpaper. (HOMOPHOBIA IS GAY! \o/) This is from a Leathermouth show, and there's more to be found here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/werewolvesbaby/ The artist doesn't want icons or anything made of these, or any posted on Buzznet or whatever, because she's turning them in for a portfolio (and rightfully so! NNGH SO PRETTY) so let's respect her wishes, yeah? :)


6. Remember, tell me things! Talk to me, darlings! *smushes you all with love*

Comments

[glamorous-nymph.livejournal.com]

I ate chocolate!


(what that's the only thing I could think of to tell you....)


(also, frank just makes me want more tats YESTERDAY)

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

Chocolate is of the good!

I just ate pancakes. Real, fluffy, buttermilk pancakes from the US of A. Nom nom nom.

(FRAAANK. I so wish I could be covered in tattoos like that, but unfortunately I am not a successful rockstar, sigh.)

[fallingfortruth.livejournal.com]

God, I want tattoos like Frank by the time I'm 26. (Only better! No offense Frank, but you've got some wicked flash going on on that left arm of yours.)

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

Hahaha, some of Frank's ideas are just plain RIDICULOUS. But I pretty much love him for it. Now I just want him to get all his bandmates's names tattooed on his tummy or something. That would pretty much make my life <3

[fallingfortruth.livejournal.com]

At least none of Frank's tattoos will ever, EVER be more ridiculous than Jepha's green unicorn with the gold tooth.

(That would be funnier if I did not have the signatures of a band tattooed to my stomach already, truly. /o\)

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

Hahaha, what is it with bandboys and unicorns? HILARITY.

Oooh do you, what band??

[fallingfortruth.livejournal.com]

Ahahaha, I do. Aiden? I really love them, I can't even lie. But yeah. My three tattoos are... A big band symbol in black on my arm (30STM, not Black Flag, but.) and a song lyric in a conspicuous place (just under my collarbones, natch) so if Frank got signatures on his stomach I would pretty much have to quit life.

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

Hahahaha. That's AWESOME. But now I really really want all the bandmembers to sign his stomach and then for him to get them as tattoos. Because hello, HOT? I mean, he could do it elsewhere on his body (though where has he got space left? His ass?), I'm not really picky. I just kind of want th other boys to draw on him permanently. *siiiigh*

Did they actually sign your stomach? Or did you get their autographs on something else and have a tattoo artist put them on you?

[fallingfortruth.livejournal.com]

For band members other than Gerard, you mean. *eyes Frank's Lady pointedly*

And yeah, they signed my tum in sharpie (I told them what I was doing!) and then got the Sharpie marks inked over. Getting your stomach inked, for the record, really fucking blows. And every time I think about my side pieces (so categorically made of awesome! But also, uh, really big.) I laugh a little hysterically, because ow, my soft underbelly.

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

...did Gerard draw that??? :O I asked a while ago if Gerard had drawn any of Frank's tattoos, but no one knew! Ughhhh that would be AMAZING if it is true. I mean, I'm not particularly surprised, because you have a genius artist and a human canvas as best friends - come on. *g*

Oooh, that's so so awesome! But man, I bet it hurt. But now you've got it forever! Yaye!

[fallingfortruth.livejournal.com]

It is fanon, but it's relatively well backed up fanon, that the Lady is one of the early designs for My Chem merch/album art/stuff, and Gerard drew all of that, so. It's possible that Gerard didn't draw it explicitly for Frank's arm, but it's very much like Gerard's style, and the timing on it is right. *shrugs*

That is the glory of tattoos. The pain is temporary, and then you get to keep them forever. *g*

[imntsaying.livejournal.com]

Hi, just butting in for a moment to say a big for WORD to the ouchiness of the belly tattoo. I just got a new one two days ago, and the lady asked if I had had work done before, and I showed her the one on my tummy, and she was like "yeah, this'll be cake next to that". Ow.
Also? Your tummy tattoo = AWESOME.

[imntsaying.livejournal.com]

Okay so-
Re: FNL, all I can say is HOLLA. I want to make out with show forever, true story. I am always up for some that show-related flail, fyi. Timmy Riggens, call me.
Re: Icons, they are sassaypants!!
Re: Frank, I am not sure there are words? For that? For the level of hottinity therein?

Also, P(!)ATD made my whole weekend with those pictures. Jon Walker is invited All.The.Time.
Hi!

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

YAY FNL! I just love everything about it right now! All the storylines are so vibrant. I loveloveLOVE Tyra, oh my god, she's fantastic, even when she's being retarded. Just go after the man you love, darlin! And Timmy fuckin up all over the place but still finding time to be the BEST BIG BROTHER to little Julie Taylor EVER, and then being in love with Lyla, ohmyheart, TIMMY! Come here let me squish you. Jason struggling to find a purpose and direction breaks my heart. The Taylors just make me go *flail* and *chinhands* with love, ugh they are amazing. I love Smash's momma, I love Smash defending and comforting his little sister. I love little Matt Saracen falling for the hot maid and then declaring he loves her when she has to leave, awwww. I love that Logan from Gilmore Girls is now hanging out as a bible thumper with his adorable little crinkly eyed smile.

Um. I may have taken your invitation and RAN with it, but dude. FNL!!!!!

Re: sassaypants icons, THANK YOU! *g*
Re: FRANK BURNINATING THE WORLD WITH HOT? Pretty much. *flail*

SLEEPY PANIC CHILDREN <33333333333333

[splits_thesky]

...Oh my GOD Jon Walker, just TRY to be a little cuter, why don't you. ♥♥♥

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure he COULD. It would be REALLY REALLY HARD. *draws hearts*

[scizojess.livejournal.com]

Where is Spencer's bed? I MUST SEE SPENCER SMITH IN A BED.

Oh my god, Harmony! They're so married it's kind of ridiculous. Ridiculously awesome.

FRAAAANNNNKKKKKK. *dies* Goddamn, that man. He kills me all the time.

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

There's a picture of Spencer preciously asleep there! See? PRECIOUS OMG. Now I want to see BDEN sleepyfacing! <3333

Maaaaaaarried in the Pegasus Galaxy. That should be a spinoff. Where they get hired to babysit bratty princesses the galaxy over! It would be brilliant. :D

FRANK. Just. FRANK. *flails*

[scizojess.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD. SPENCER SMITH! YOUR FACE! Yeah, what color is Brendon's room? Come on people! WE NEED TO KNOW.

I would watch it. Just sayin'.

[iamsupernova.livejournal.com]

THEIR FACES THEIR FACES. LIKE, PANIC IS ACTUALLY SO COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS. I LOVE THEIR STUPID FACES.

AND FRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANK.

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

I KNOW I'M JUST SO OVERWHELMED BY ALL OF THEM. EEEEEEE HOW ARE WE SO LUCKY. *FLAILS*

[mybabyangel.livejournal.com]

Oh, Frankie! Why must you be so adorable and so sexy at the same time? How is any girl supposed to resist?

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

He's a pretty fucking inexplicable combination. His Magic Recipe won him hottest bandboy, and well deserved! Ngh <3

[shotofjack.livejournal.com]

Friday Night Lights -

I don't talk about much of anything else honestly (although not on LJ cause I never get any comments on my FNL posts so I figure no one cares). Just got off phone with my friend BR & we talked about Crucifictorious (she owns the t-shirt, she loves Landry so much).

I haven't seen this week's epi - been too busy. Planning to have Sunday breakfast in bed with Coach & the gang. That sounds way dirtier than it will be, I'm sure. *g*

I think it is better than BSG & I'm a pretty huge BSG fan. The whole cast is stellar, not a weak link in the bunch. And the writing - any staff of writers that can get me to love Buddy is doing a helluva job.

*hugs*

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

It's so gooooood. We should totally chat about it sometime! I love everyone SO MUCH. *sighs* Landry is made of win, it is true. In this newest ep (not really a spoiler, just CUTE) Landry, Matt, and Tim were sitting together at a diner or whatever. I was like, AWWWWW. Those three should shenaniganate together more often!

Heee. Sounds like a brilliant plan, and not dirty at ALL ;)

I really vacillate between the two, but it is true that BSG has had some pretty failboat moments, while I can't really think of any for FNL. I even liked the storyline where Landry killed a dude! And yeah, man, they're really successfully making Buddy sympathetic, it's pretty amazing.

*hugs!*

[shotofjack.livejournal.com]

I just finished watching the episode. One of the best in a while!

I want to kick Tyra, hard. First of all, why is she being a bitch to Landry? So, she's jealous? She has no right. I like Jean, a lot. She's spunky and she's willing to walk up to a table of football players to talk to Landry. Then, Tyra is mad at Tim? Good god woman, he dumped you ages ago (after you cheated on him). Get over it.

I loved the football table scene although I wish like hell someone would have stood up & escorted the reporter out the door.

Mama Smash - I have loved her since day 1 and she was stellar.

I'd like to think this is the end of Tim/Lyla but I'm afraid it isn't.

Jason was awesome. The writers came up with a great speech for him in order to sell that truck & he delivered it perfectly.

Smash - Oh dear! I have faith that Coach will find a way to protect your scholarship. Gee, I certainly hope so *crosses fingers*

I hate when the episode is over. It makes me sad to wait another week for more. And, it makes me miserable that its ratings suck. I hope for another season for it through some miracle.

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

Tyra does need a good shaking at the moment. I'm not even sure what her reasons are. Does she have fear of commitment? Jean is pretty fantastic, but I must admit I'm really attached to Tyra, and Tyra/Landry, and really would like to see that come back, but Jean is possibly a better/healthier match for Landry. We'll see - or not! How many episodes are there left until they run out? :(

I really don't think it's the end of Tim/Lyla. The way Lyla said "he makes me happy" just smacked of her trying to convince herself, and I really do think Lyla feels a certain magnetic attraction to Tim, against all her best judgment. Charlie (that's his name, right?) is sweet, but rather boring and safe, in my opinion. She has a rebellious streak in her that I don't think she's going to be able to suppress indefinitely. I did love that she gave Tim the money, because the biggest thing I hate is when Lyla's prattling on about being a good Christian and opening her heart and all that, but then refuses to help someone in need. That was a gesture that showed me that maybe she really means it, isn't just in it because it makes her feel better. On that note, the huge church scenes make me really, really uncomfortable because that kind of worship just feels so... hm, I really don't want to be insulting here, but false? This huge modern cookie cutter building, platitudes being shouted at you (seriously, they jut say the same things over and over) and lots of waving your arms about - it just doesn't feel genuine to me. My point here though is that despite that context, they're really making me sympathize with Lyla, which I appreciate.

Haha, sorry, didn't mean to ramble!

The ratings make me so sad too :( This show is too good to die an early death. The writers strike certainly won't help either :(