one more miracle

I am hoooome, in my empty apartment. Tear! It is 9 AM and I only got 4 hours of pretty inebriated sleep last night, but I don't feel like I can go back to sleep. I'll probably crash later in the day, pretty fucking hard. :P I miss my faaaangirls! Everyone was amazing. Seeing mona1347, poisontaster, and quietdiscerning again was like a family reunion. ethrosdemon and coiledsoul were absolutely wonderful to me, and I want to say a huge THANK YOU to them for working their asses off and wrangling with a really fucking obnoxious hotel to make sure the weekend was fabulous. And it was - you girls ROCK! It was awesome to see chaneen again, my PA bandom partner in crime, and rooming with her and the new lovely friend casapazzo was excellent. Seeing kashmir1 again was joyous, and through her I made glorious new friends - arabella_hope (<3333!!), caithream, giventofly37, and I finally got to meet chickyoops! I made out with my first girl ever - haaaaay unperfectwolf! ;) Seeing tjournal again was so wonderful, I just wanted to steal her away in my pocket. And of course the beautiful wendy! I bonded with the lovely miriad on Saturday night, she kinda rocks my socks. OH OH and of course the most wonderful fandom mom ever, deirdre_c! It was so great to smish her :D And the list goes on! There were so many wonderful, wonderful people there, not one sour puss or party pooper in the whole lot. I'm not going to make a report because it's just an experience that will live on in my head, but you get the jist!

I miss you all already!! <33333 I hope everyone got home safe.

PS. I am totally yanked back into SPN fandom. Gimme your fic recs, dudes, both RPS and Winchesters, whatever you got! I'm probably gonna go back and rewatch some ooooold school, because ugh. BOYS. ♥___♥

In conclusion: yay Wincon :D

PPS. JOHN BARROWMAN AND GARETH ARE AMAZING. So much snogging! And it's all romantic and sweeping-off-feety and precious and beautiful and oh the hearts in my eyes are ridiculous. They're so beautiful!! (Oh and there's Gareth's ass in his underwear. UM. YEAH. You're welcome.)

I HAVE PAID AND REGISTERED FOR WINCON!!!!!!! \o/!!!

I am so so so excited :D It's going to be completely low stress (such a short drive! I have my own car! it's during fall break!) and completely high AWESOME. I feel like such a completely different person than I was a year and a half ago - I don't feel so young any more. I liked being the baby of the group, but I think it'll be even more fun to be almost an equal. Plus, legal! \o/

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This being home alone thing is so unconducive to productivity. I sit around in my pajamas and blast music and don't get anything achieved because there is no one to see me being a lazy bum and induce guilt trips >.< I am going to go try to do something about that.