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So I deleted my last post, because I am silly and twelve and not really in the cute way. I've come to the conclusion that while Danny doesn't seem entirely resistant to being friends with me, he has NO IDEA I'm thinking beyond that, and thus he isn't either, so it's basically pointless. He's busy writing a paper this weekend, and then this week is Thanksgiving break, so there was a vague "Maybe after break?" thing as he left, and I mean he was being totally sweet (not all closed-off and cold like last time, thank god) and we had a really nice conversation about Harry Potter and His Dark Materials and why frats are gross, etc, so that was nice, but basically I'm stopping this whole effort, right now. I'm fine. Really. It's not like he was my Romeo, or anything. *shrugs* I just thought maybe, for once... you know.

Hey Mona, got any Alpha males you can toss my way?

And... scene!

I just watched last night's BSG, and while it was a good episode (Carl Lumbly (Dixon from Alias) was great) it didn't really make me go WHOA at all. However, next week two weeks from now? OMFG!!!!! FINALLY, SHOW! Godammit. It's been, what, 8 episodes or something ridiculous, and they haven't dealt with Kara and Lee's rift at ALL, I mean, ZERO, and I've been all aflail about it, and now, YAAAAY! *twirls* Can't wait!

Funny thing happened - right after i finished the ep i went down to pick up my laundry, and I passed a room where something was playing REALLY loudly, and it was this dark ominous music and it sounded a lot like BSG, so I stopped to listen, and sure enough that's what it was! I poked my head in (the door was open) and said "Hey, is this Battlestar Galactica?" and they were like yep! And I asked what ep, they said last night, and I laughed and said I literally just finished that! It was a nice, random geek encounter :)

I'm TIRED. Like, whoa. *rubs at eyes* Is it bad to take a nap at 8 PM? Heh.

(I should probably get some new BSG icons, huh)
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*Whew* Picspams are hard work, man! I just compiled a big one (plus interviews and vids and stuff) of Jsquared for the comm [livejournal.com profile] boy_touching, because, uhm, they touch all the time! \o/ It was lots of fun to do. You should all run and see!

Oh, by the way... HAPPY WINCHESTER DAY!!!

On another note, I called Danny again and he actually picked up his phone! \o/ I asked if he wanted to do something this weekend, he said he wasn't sure what his plans were yet but he should know by Saturday when we work together, so we can talk about it then. We have plans to make plans! Hee. So that's good :)

Um, that's it. I should go to sleep - lab in 6 hours! *facepalm* Night night!
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I ordered my copy of the Supernatural Slash anthology from CafePress!! You can buy it HERE, and you can download the PDFs and find a link to the Table of Contents HERE. It's 430 pages of SamandDeanareinlove!!!! And I saw someone posted pictures, it's like a real paperback book! I am SO excited to have this to love and hold *glees*

LJ has been pissing me off with all its errors and non-comment-reporting *stabs with sporks*

VMars tonight felt... off. For various reasons. And Spoiler ) But yes anyway. IS IT THURSDAY YET.

I can't seem to find my planner. This is NOT a good state of affairs.

Kate gave me a mild spoiler for 2x12 and EEE. I LOVE our show, guys. Really. Couldn't love it more.

And hey, darling flist, ya'll are really noisy and supportive when I'm talkin about Danny, but then something actually happens and ya'll shut up! I need input here! *pouts*

Off to study! Joy!
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It's amazing how much an extra hour of sleep can do. I slept 5 hours last night instead of 4, and I didn't come even close to drifting off in my 8 AM and 9 AM classes! \o/ In fact, chemistry was very interesting today, and I'm feeling confident with the material, which is, uhm, good since we have a test on Friday!

Danny in 5.5 hours. Oh man.

I've just gotten into this band, but in a very bizarre way. They're called Benefits of Being Paranoid, and [livejournal.com profile] heres_luck made the most stunning Serenity vid to their song New Frontier, and the song got stuck in my head so I went to their website and downloaded all their music (which they have up for free - go here and snag it, it's really good! Benefits of Being Paranoid) and so basically I've been playing their album on repeat for a few days. But the thing is that it's mostly background noise. None of the songs (except for that first one I knew, and maybe one other) have stuck out particularly - it's just this pleasant noise in the background at all times. I've listened to every song at least 10 times, but I still know barely any of the words. It's kind of weird! I enjoy the music a whole lot, but not in the usual singing along and dancing kind of way. Huh. If you're wondering what kind of music it is, it's basically alternative rock. I love the guy's voice. Good stuff! And also any Serenity/Firefly fans should totally go check out the music video, it's STUNNING and TRANSCENDANT and always gives me chills... guh. Go here: http://www.heresluck.net/

Hope your Mondays are going well, my dear flist!
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It occurs to me that Jared must LOVE Halloween. All the candy! The boy must be beside himself with glee. I bet the boys went trick or treating, and Jensen fed Jared candy while sitting in his lap, and they are SCHMOOPY and ADORABLE and hee. I amuse myself.

Two things of import:

I worked up the courage to call Danny. My heart was POUNDING. And then it went to voicemail :( I left a message, but now this gives me the ulcer-inducing stress of will-he-call-or-won't-he?!? *flails*

I recieved a wonderful package from [livejournal.com profile] daysoflo today! It contained Kane's Live In London CD, signed by CHRISTIAN KANE to ME! *BEAMS* Guys, Chris wrote my NAME! Heehee. Thank you so much Loey, you ROCK *hugs tight*

Happy Halloween kids! I celebrated by eating a chocolate bar. I rock.
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The problem with updating my icons is that I subsequently want to make a GIP for EVERY ONE OF THE NEW ONES! Gosh. I have such a passionate love affair with icons. I've already got two or three from every new ep this season *facepalm* But right now I will use this icon, because I am declaring myself a Jo-friendly. Everyone seems to be taking the automatic tack of hating her, and I just think she's cute and spunky and fun.

My only problem with Jo is that she seems YOUNG, like, younger-than-Sammy young, and it kind of bothers me that she's being set up as a love interest for Dean. I mean, venturing into spoilers for 205 )

Today was a VERY busy day. But a good day! I had two classes at 8 and 9, then I cleaned my room, then I had lab at 12:30 and my DADDY arrived around 1. He had been driving from Connecticut since 9 to come see me :D He came to my lab and hung out for a while, met my professor and they talked and got along nicely :) Then I finished up lab and Dad and I went to where I was giving my presentation about my summer research, which went quite well. Then daddy took me SHOPPING and I bought three pairs of pants, yay. Then we went out to dinner, which was very nice. THEN (this is like a 5 year old's story, I'm sorry, I'm so tired) I sang in a choral concert and my daddy stayed even though he had to drive four hours to get home in order to go to a work-related thing tomorrow, and the concert went very well and I had to say goodbye to my dad and I cried. Again.

I love my daddy. A lot. It was so wonderful to spend the day with him.

And just to put the icing on the cake, I have a small bit of Danny squee! After the concert, as dad and I were leaving, I suddenly saw him in the lobby mingling with everyone else, and I stopped and said "Hey Danny!" brightly and he turned and said "hey!" with a big smile. Then he complimented me on the show, I said thanks and also thanked him for coming, and then there were cheerful goodbyes and I was on my way. But I was so distracted for a minute I actually missed what my dad was saying to me! Danny put the WHAMMY on me, ya'll. That smile... jesus. I am so smitten.

So it was a good day. I am SO TIRED. But it was good :)
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So I ran into Danny COMPLETELY by accident - it was the most beautiful surprise, honestly (gosh I'm such a sap *facepalm*). I had forgotten that his work shift in the library starts right after mine, so I had just gone to print something off the computer and I came around the corner towards the front door, and there he was at the desk! And he looked up and smiled and I walked right up to him and started chatting. I love that even though we've never actually hung out, there's this totally casual ease to interacting with him. He's always open and welcoming and *happy sigh* I LOVE being around him.

But I've totally lost the point! The point is that he was reading a book, and I noticed that it was STAR WARS, so I said "Star Wars huh?" and he said "Yeah, I'm rereading them." and I said something about how I had read the RotS book and really liked it. But the important thing to draw from this - HE'S A FANBOY. A SCI FI FANBOY. *flails at you all* I just... I can't even. I had NO IDEA about what he was like in that way at ALL, conversation had never turned to it, but NOW I KNOW. This means possible watching of Firefly and BSG together! *flails some more* I mean, this is just so perfect because I NEED someone who can understand, or at least comprehend, my fangirlishness, since it is a pretty big part of me and if it weirded him out, things just wouldnt ever possibly work. But no, FANBOY. DANNY IS A FANBOY.

*beams giddily*

ONE MORE WEEK ONE MORE WEEK....

(Oh wow, this icon has never been more appropriate! It is HEREAFTER my default Danny!post icon :D)

ETA!!!! I totally forgot to mention he was wearing a TSHIRT. And he does crew (aka rowing) which, yknow, does things to the arms. And I... oh god. *deep breaths* SO PRETTY. I am so proud that I managed to stay coherent.

So to summarize? Danny is a sweet, kind fanboy who I am very sexually attracted too. WHAT'S THE CATCH, LIFE???
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1. I love my big brother. (His name is Mike. He's not really my big brother, but he has acted in that capacity for six years. Sadly I've never actually met him, but he's literally one of my favorite people on the planet.) I really, really love him, a lot.

2. I GET TO SEE DANNY TOMORROW. If I have ANY luck, Concrete Plans to Hang Out will most likely be made. *squeals quietly*

3. I think, *think* I can manage this paper. I think I'll be okay.

4. I am DONE with my video. DONE I SAY.

5. Winchestercon in FIVE DAYS OMG!!!!

6. Alyssa (girl in chem and bio with me) is made of awesome and I love finding new friends I can be dorky and silly with. We sang the Elephant Love Song Medley from Moulin Rouge at each other earlier tonight! (I was Ewan :D)

7. Ash is still SO MUCH LOVE. I keep rewatching his scenes. HEE.

8. And hi, Sam and Dean love each other so much it makes me ache.

9. I get to go to DUBLIN for a year. *keyboard smashes*

This post of HAPPINESS and LOVE brought to you by an Anne that may spin apart into little pieces in the next few days, and who is attempting to prevent that as best she can.
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It's October which means WINCON IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!! *flails and twitches and falls over*

I JUST FINISHED MY VIDEO. It isn't *perfect* yet, but I have every second of music vidded and I am all KINDS of ridonkulously proud of it. *flappy hands*

Do you know what else I'm proud of? I asserted myself and went and talked to a guy that I like! (Yes, Danny) This is not something I normally DO! And it was easy and fun and I think this could potentially be headed somewhere and eeeeee *flails more* (I thought this bore repeating/emphasizing, as my lame meta is totally overshadowing my squee.) So SQUEE WITH ME PEOPLE!

*twirls everyone in circles*

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